Just My Thoughts

How do I break the silence?

How do I get out this hole and tunnel?

How do I go two steps forward instead of 3 steps backwards?

Why does it feel like I can’t get too where God wants me too be?

Why is this fear keeping me back in where I need to be?

How can I accept and love myself?

If life offerered me a second chance would I take it? 

How do I let go of the past and look ahead for the future?

When will this silence be free and I can be able to speak?

How can I make more friends and socialize?

When will the disease stop and I can have my life back?

Once this is over, will it ever come back?

This is what scares me the most.